August 26, 2009 The Kiss

I kissed someone last night that I really like. I’ve liked him for awhile but I was married. He liked me too but he was in a relationship. We kept it a secret from each other, no point in talking about. He knew and loved Art.

It was a kiss, tinged with release and sadness and desire and love and fun. It was warm and reaffirming. It held no promises. And because it was with someone I know and who knew Art, it was easy. Nothing to explain, to talk about…he reads the blog!

And in the hindsight that 14 hours will give a person, I’m giddy. I did it! Weeeeeee!!!!!

How exciting it this! I have teenage desires WITH the wisdom of 45 years. I know how my body works. I know what I like. I can say no and stand firm in it or I can say yes and stand firm in that. Or I can change my mind and stand firm in that too!

And I was told last night, that I'm hot! (tee, hee)

I can’t wait to do it again!!! I welcome the distraction and the feeling desirable and feeling like a woman, a grown sexy woman. Holy cow, this is going to be so much fun!

I hope he calls soon!

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