I called Our House where the kids and I receive grief support.
I spoke with Lauren who is in charge of children's support.
She said I need to get Ezra help immediately.
She said it's great that he trusts me enough to express his feeling.
She said it's good that I have provided him with a safe place to talk openly.
She said to call ________ (a therapist experienced with children's grief) and tell her Ezra needed a suicidal evaluation.
She said to keep her posted.
I said I need another massage gift certificate.
and then I said