It was a kiss, tinged with release and sadness and desire and love and fun. It was warm and reaffirming. It held no promises. And because it was with someone I know and who knew Art, it was easy. Nothing to explain, to talk about…he reads the blog!
And in the hindsight that 14 hours will give a person, I’m giddy. I did it! Weeeeeee!!!!!
How exciting it this! I have teenage desires WITH the wisdom of 45 years. I know how my body works. I know what I like. I can say no and stand firm in it or I can say yes and stand firm in that. Or I can change my mind and stand firm in that too!
And I was told last night, that I'm hot! (tee, hee)
I can’t wait to do it again!!! I welcome the distraction and the feeling desirable and feeling like a woman, a grown sexy woman. Holy cow, this is going to be so much fun!
I hope he calls soon!