The impromptu Memory Wall that went up in Ezra's classroom today.
Art's sister looks on as other students add to the wall
Art's sister looks on as other students add to the wall
Today
was
a
beautiful day.
I am
here.
At day 365
not just standing
but rooted
grateful
and
joyful to take the next breath.
The grief is not gone.
Do not be fooled.
It will lurk within me
surface at unforgettable moments
until I draw my last breath.
But today
T-O-D-A-Y
I am
I am
grateful to Art.
Grateful for the life we had together
and
grateful
for all those people
none and unknown
close to me
and distant
mean,
empathetic,
helpful,
hurtful.
I stand here
because of all of them
because of me
because of Langston, Pallas and Ezra
It's day
365
and the
sun
feels
glorious on my face.
Congratulations! I know it couldn't have been easy, but you are strong and you made it this far :)
ReplyDeleteOh Kim,
ReplyDeleteYour words are moving. A most beautiful poem that I know I will reread again and again. Thank you for the deeply honest blogging of your journey of loss, love and grief. Art will ever be with you challenging you, supporting you and watching over you and the kids. I am confident that your next life chapters will be filled with happiness and newly found joy.
Many Blessings Dear One,
Marda
I like your writing.
ReplyDeleteAnd I'm sorry for your loss.