Friday, April 16, 2010

Day 365

The impromptu Memory Wall that went up in Ezra's classroom today.
Art's sister looks on as other students add to the wall



Today

was

a

beautiful day.

I am

here.

At day 365

not just standing

but rooted

grateful

and

joyful to take the next breath.

The grief is not gone.

Do not be fooled.

It will lurk within me

surface at unforgettable moments

until I draw my last breath.

But today

T-O-D-A-Y

I am

I am

grateful to Art.

Grateful for the life we had together

and

grateful

for all those people

none and unknown

close to me

and distant

mean,

empathetic,

helpful,

hurtful.

I stand here

because of all of them

because of me

because of Langston, Pallas and Ezra

It's day

365

and the

sun

feels

glorious on my face.

3 comments:

  1. Congratulations! I know it couldn't have been easy, but you are strong and you made it this far :)

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  2. marda9:03 PM

    Oh Kim,
    Your words are moving. A most beautiful poem that I know I will reread again and again. Thank you for the deeply honest blogging of your journey of loss, love and grief. Art will ever be with you challenging you, supporting you and watching over you and the kids. I am confident that your next life chapters will be filled with happiness and newly found joy.
    Many Blessings Dear One,
    Marda

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  3. I like your writing.
    And I'm sorry for your loss.

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